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You would think after all these years of "trying" to figure out if it is even worth being friends with certain people in your life. Apparently I never really did understand my brain and my emotions. I guess I try to give people a second chance and then I'd analyze if they'd walk all over me (so to speak). So instead of sleeping...I decided to blog in my DA journal. So this is when I wonder why I talk to certain people. Maybe cause I felt bad for the person I was once with a long time ago. Yet there are so many reasons why I'm glad I'm no longer with him, and I'm glad he's the one that broke up with me after 2.5 years of being together. I guess in a way it was meant to fail. How disappointing of me to say that but it's true. You figure out who your "real" friends are after a time being around them. I guess that's the analytical side of me. I know I can be the type of person that is over protective. And some people know how I am when it comes to certain individuals in my life. I do know that I'm not very social able, and I had one person call me "Anti-social". Which all I did was smirk and slightly laugh about it. But today I decided to break the friendship completely with the person that I was with several years ago, because it isn't worth my time. Sure I'll see him at church, but that's kind of unavoidable. So this is me, choosing who my "friends" are or if they are wolves in sheep's clothing. lol.

Sorry to bore you all....
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